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Cover Half Title Series Information Title Page Copyright Page Dedication Table of contents Endorsement Preface to the Classic Edition Acknowledgments Introduction: Reflecting on Meta- Autoethnography Writing a Simple Book Adding Meta- Autoethnography Storying the “I” Revisioning the “I” PART I Growing Up in a Rural Community, Getting an Education, and Finding My Place in Community Ethnography 1 Goin’ to the Store, Sittin’ on the Street, and Runnin’ the Roads: Growing Up in a Rural Southern Neighborhood Fairview: The Neighborhood The Store Get Your Nose Out of That Book The Family Business Street Smarts Meta-Autoethnography: Conveying the Feeling World 2 Talking Across Fences: Race Matters Luray: My Town The Other Side of the Fence: Seeing Black and White in a Small Southern Town Black and White Relations in Luray Face to Face with Prejudice Culture Clash: “You Shouldn’t Have to Put Up with This” Reflections on Community and Racism Reflections on Community and Sociology Meta-Autoethnography: Reflections on “The Other Side of the Fence’’ Assume Those You Write About Will Read What You Have Written Taking Your Story Back to Participants and Getting Their Reactions Grady’s Response Story Interlude: Reflections from the Neighborhood 3 Investigating the Fisher Folk and Coping with Ethical Quagmires Getting an Education Writing a Dissertation Fisher Folk: Two Communities on Chesapeake Bay Vignette One Vignette Two Vignette Three Emotional and Ethical Quagmires in Returning to the Field The Return Visit: April 19899 Keeping in Touch Meta-Autoethnography: Questioning Ethics Meta-Autoethnography: Rural Like Me PART II Becoming an Autoethnographer 4 Reliving Final Negotiations Final Negotiations: Negotiating Hope and Truth Weekend Moratoriums: Practicing Death Doctors’ Visits Doctor and Caregiver Collude Meta-Autoethnography: Communicating About Dying 5 Renegotiating Final Negotiations: From Introspection to Emotional Sociology Critics Respond to Final Negotiations Sociological Introspection and Emotional Experience From a Psychological to a Sociological Introspection Introspection as a Source of Interpretive Materials Writing Final Negotiations as Emotional Sociology Writing an Honest and Evocative Story Working with Passion Story Interlude: Moving Together By Arthur Bochner and Carolyn Ellis Meta-Autoethnography: Writing a Past/Imagining a Future Endings: Renegotiating Meaning and Identity June 14, 1991 (Gene’s birthday, six years after his death) Reflections on Writing about the Death of a Spouse National Communication Association Convention, November 17, 2007 Deeper Reflections on Grief and Loss PART III Surviving and Communicating Family Loss 6 Surviving the Loss of My Brother “There Are Survivors”: Telling a Story of Sudden Death The Crash Small-Town Death Rituals Individual Grief and Community Sympathy The Funeral Home and the Funeral After the Funeral Meta-Autoethnography: Responding to the Story 7 Rereading “There Are Survivors”: Cultural and Evocative Responses Culturally Speaking: Carolyn Ellis’s “There Are Survivors” By Sherryl Kleinman Surviving Autoethnography By Arthur P. Bochner Meta-Autoethnography: Rereading Responses to “There Are Survivors” Meta-Autoethnography: Rereading Feelings—Catharsis or More Grief? Meta-Autoethnography: Rereading Family Story Interlude: A Safe Landing (May 30, 2007) Meta-Autoethnography: Questioning the Story Meta-Autoethnography: Questioning the Portrayal of My Mother 8 Rewriting and Re-Membering Mother Personal Storytelling Maternal Connections With Mother/With Child: A True Story Coda One Month Later Meta-Autoethnography in the Undergraduate Classroom: Listening and Responding to Personal Stories 9 Coconstructing and Reconstructing “The Constraints of Choice in Abortion” Developing Interactive and Coconstructed Autoethnographic Methods Telling and Performing Personal Stories: The Constraints of Choice in Abortion By Carolyn Ellis and Arthur P. Bochner The Story Scene 1: The Pregnancy Test and the Test of Pregnancy Scene 2: Making the Decision Scene 3: Dealing with the Decision Scene 4: The Preabortion Procedure Scene 5: The Abortion Epilogue Meta-Autoethnography: Coconstructing Our Relationship in the Aftermath Meta-Autoethnography: Living with Ambivalence Story Interlude: Abortion Revisited Meta-Autoethnography: Reflecting on Both Sides of Ambivalence in 2008 Meta-Autoethnography: The Politics of Abortion, Revisited, 2005–2007 Story Interlude: Having Children, June 2006 July 23, 2006 July 24, 2006 June 2007 Meta-Autoethnography: Mnemosyne PART IV Doing Autoethnography as a Social Project 10 Breaking Our Silences/Speaking with Others Autoethnography as a Social Project Meta-Autoethnography: Considering Critics “I Hate My Voice”: Coming to Terms with Minor Bodily Stigmas Categorizing Our Commonalities Breaking My Silence Breaking Through Our Categories Story Interlude: Minor Bodily Stigma Revisited Speaking of Dying Meta-Autoethnography: A World Apart Meta-Autoethnography: Growing Older in 2008 11 Learning to Be “With” in Personal and Collective Grief Shattered Lives: Making Sense of September 11th and Its Aftermath A Serious Announcement Landing Making Connections Getting the News The Nursing Home Facing Loss Story Interlude One: Take No Chances Meta-Autoethnography: Framing and Sense Making in the Aftermath Meta-Autoethnography: After Words—Feelings in the Aftermath Story Interlude Two: Remembering: Ground Zero, New York City Story Interlude Three: Remembering Lessons, December 2007 Meta-Autoethnography: Recovering Hope with Barack Obama 12 Connecting Autoethnographic Performance with Community Practice Speaking Against Domestic Abuse Meta-Autoethnography: CASA Speaks Back Meta-Autoethnography: What About Penny? PART V Reconsidering Writing Practices, Relational Ethics, and Rural Communities 13 Writing Revision and Researching Ethically Writing Revision Researching Ethically “I Just Want to Tell My Story”: Mentoring Students About Relational Ethics in Writing About Intimate Others Relational Ethics What Do I Tell My Students? What Do I Tell Myself? An Accidental Ethnography 14 Returning Home and Revisioning My Story A Small-Town Community Good Neighbors: Dropping By/Giving Gifts/Helping Out A Mutual Aid Community: Walkin’ the Line Killin’ Rabbits The Fourth of July and the Old Rugged Star of David Love Thy Neighbor—If He’s White Gender Politics Just Say No to Global Warming The Mexicans: Brown Skin and Hard Workers Sharing Lives: The Mundane and the Extraordinary Meta-Autoethnography: Thinking Ethically Ethical Revision Epilogue: Old Paths/New Paths Meta-Autoethnography: Revision and Memory—A Dream Story References Name Index Subject Index About the author